Blaaa
I want to write…. but I just…. can’t… I’m trying to dig deep into my thoughts but… I think i subconsciously put up a road block.
What the.. does that even make sense?
How can it be subconscious when I’m aware that I am doing it subconsciously? It makes sense if I became aware of what I did but it’s what I’m doing. Man sometimes “thinking out loud” like this makes me feel dumb. -_-
All I know is… I know I have deep feelings that I don’t wanna dig up right now. I have no motivation to share right now. Am I running away from myself? Am I afraid of something I feel?
Discovering oneself is a battle. Well, Maybe I’ll dig them up another time… lol
Goodnight.
